Ok....so many of you have been asking me for an update about the baby making stuff.
I think that sums it up....don't you? As much as I hate to see those words I would rather do this kind of test than the ones with the lines...I think I can see lines when there aren't any.
We tried on our own this month and did not get pregnant. I pretty much knew because I didn't feel any different. I can make myself have symptoms and I still wasn't having any so I pretty much knew. I didn't even cry this month...ok I might have had tears in my eyes but I didn't cry.
I talked to Dr. H and she said that I "have" to do fertility. Obviously, I don't "have" to do fertility. I could say "NO" but she brought up a good point. I just had surgery to increase my chances of getting pregnant. By the way, I had endometriosis on one side and some on my uterus. I also had 2 cysts....one which was completely covering the opening of my tube on that side. She removed all of it....I have pictures but I won't do that to you. So, I am fully recovered and this basically gives me a window of time where there is nothing there preventing me from getting pregnant. Hence the urgency by Dr. H. Also, I am getting "old". I didn't know that 30 was "old" but when you have fertility problems and you are "old" it makes it even harder to get pregnant.
Anyways....here we go again.
I have finally come to a realization....I really do want God's perfect timing. I also believe that He works through Doctors....I really do--our two amazing boys are proof of that. As I was praying Wednesday night in the bathtub....I said "ok God, as much as Eric and I want a baby....I really do want your will. If it is not time or you are protecting me from something then I am ok with that." Don't get me wrong....I REALLY want a baby. I know that God knows how badly we want a baby...and I KNOW that if I delight myself in Him, He will give me the desires of my heart.
So round 3 here we come!!! Please be praying with us that everything will go great and we will be blessed with miracle number 3 very soon!
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5 years ago
5 comments:
yay!! Well I know its going to happen this time! So you pray in the bath too? Must run in our family!! Love you pic by the way! really added to your posting <3u see u tomm!!
I'm so proud of you! God's timing is always perfect!
I'm sorry. Negative tests are so disappointing. Soon it will be positive! I'm sure of it!
Hang in there, Ali. I just had one scream NO at me on Thursday. :(
I'm praying with you! It's just a matter of time. Happy thanksgiving to you and yours! Xoxo, Amy
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